Inspired by Frida Kahlo's color-palette
The black hand of night
Beckons
Heart in center, arteries
And veins
Continuously severed
Yet the color remains
Red as the blood
Stains from some other
Late night splatter
All over. My door . Covered now
With dabs of primer : Killz
White and toxic as any other
Fungicide or mildicide , as its
Wall of genocidal terror, spurs on
Rallies
I close the window
To the relentless moths--
Which like the rodents, they say
This year
Have made infestation. They rob
My floors of crumbs
Play my lampshades
Like the stretched skins of dead peacocks,
And we are here-listening to the beat
Despite snapped
Traps, and open doors
Ah well, we say, just a gateway. The
Doorway to us going
All moth to flame
Rhetorical with questions
And rolling on the foam of
Sly commentary
About old lovers.
Long gone. Some dead, And there
We stay, we remaining
As sick-scented as the
Low VOC paint, disguised as
Residue . Slow and sticky we are rolled
Into my walls.
In drunken
Flutters, powders, drips. We go down
Taking turns
At swinging the PVC light saber
At anything
That moves, or doesn’t:
We kind of knew we should have used
Copper pipe. But
We contemplate the spinning PEX
As a circular. As an orbit much more cosmic.
My bathroom is in need of flux: It is a veritable killing floor
A threshing room, where
We deconstruct
With screw and nail, taped
To each other: Tentative
As a boiled frog
We roll. We roil
We wonder, but not too much
Maybe
This hot water. Is it good?
How does it feel
My lover ? Should we
Get out, I ask
While we still can walk ?
Or succumb to the seduction
Of the slow boil , the heat
Of some damn eternal flame red as
Fire?
Maybe? It is 2 am.
So, I put the garbage in an empty
Clothes hamper. hey, yeah, it is plastic
But it has a lid. That functions. I am not
Driving it to the dumpster to dodge a mouse.
And we live in a land of mice, of
Rodents , moths, and bears
Oh my! But,
I will sleep well in the cold anyway. Windows
Wide. Open. Dead as only the dreamless
Sleep. Aware, that I am
Just like any other sort of bait.
--Which surely is so .
And willingly go under.
ANNIE PETRIE (SAUTER) is a written and spoken word poet. She started writing in the 1960s for the underground press in NYC and Berkeley. She helped start Bright Hill Press/ Word Thursdays in upstate NY in the 90s. She has performed and been published at multiple venues including NPR. She has two books and has been in many anthologies.

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