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Swimming Through Water
by
George Wallace
Sample
Poems
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god
makes a note to himself |
things
to permit to occur without interruption:
a bird in flight a child in prayer oceanspray windsong
the progress of the sun through day
a
cat who sleeps in a widow's lap
kindness forgiveness mercy gratitude
a man offering honest explanations
the
birth of angels the mending of bones
any parent in the act of unseen sacrifice
a cloud washing itself of the earth
the
docking of a ship by a wooden pier
white snow falling from a silver cloud
rain that blows across an unsown field
a
cat who sleeps in a widow's lap
old men shaking hands with each other
death cheated vengeance denied
hope
luck second chances
good advice freely offered
headlights on an empty road
the
reappearance of fireflies in july
campsmoke
rising in the direction of heaven
the blue sound of church bells at dusk
a cat who sleeps in a widow's lap
the
mere mention of a flower
any
soldier who desires to lay down his weapon
and turn his face in the direction of home
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the
missionary who could save anything |
after
six days under a nicaragua lake
she thought she was capable of saving anything
so while the rest of us sat there she got on the truck and
off it
the coordinator of women and community who sat with her face
in her hands
the boy from managua who was battered and his teeth chattering
the judge who was wearing his black cap and thick sunglasses
even angel, who had been hired last year to guard the food
warehouse
it was night, hundreds were drowning at the site of the new
town
but the missionary who could save anything asked us all to
hold hands
and be thankful for the force of providence in our future
lives
a telephone was going ring ring ring in the mud
she thought she could save that too
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swimming
through water |
some
folks get the message late but they get the message
some folks never get the message at all but they carry the
message on them
some folks are the message carried by a gulfstream of fresh
water
some folks are water passing through water passing through
oceans
some folks dance through water like diamonds some folks dance
through walls like stars
some folks wonder what all the twinkling is about up there
in heaven
some folks keep their eyes to the ground some folks keep on
digging water with shovels
some folks never ask the obvious questions some folks answer
questions nobody has even asked them
some folks don't ask anything at all but they make a living
somehow
some folks are having a nice old time of it doing a backstroke
into the wind
some folks have the taste of velvet in their mouths, or maybe
it is only the desire for violets
some folks live without eyes in the languid underground pools
of planet earth
some folks say hey man it's warm down here can you feel this,
can you feel that
some folks decide to look for rocks in the desert, or acorns,
or life on mars
some folks ask them what is your problem anyway things are
pretty good right here right now
some folks stand on top of a mountain and they do not hear
the volcano coming
some folks say look i mean there's no ice anywhere and the
sweet motion of the clouds
some folks are swimming through water when the mountain explodes
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a
blue eyed man with a box of paint |
a
blue eyed man with a top hat and a box of paint
and a good silver cane and one glass eye
paints
a sky where sky has never been
because it is possible that angels are also blue
and
sunlight, he paints that in the faces of children
because they wander in a terrible forest of wooden spoons
and
where ever a house or maybe a river should be but is not
the man with the top hat and one glass eye paints a cloud
in
the manner and precision of the artists in the land of his
birth
the one he was exiled from at the age of twenty-three
because
he was taught at the institute for arts and letters
to believe that it is possible for even a small cloud
to
lead a nation which has gone off its course
in a new unexpected and decidedly better direction
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inside
the cascade cafe |
a
man walked into the cascade cafe and went up to the bar.
give me a beer with plenty of eternity in it said the man.
the bartender stared past him and continued polishing glasses.
is this eternal enough for you? said the bartender.
just then the executioner's beautiful daughter walked in.
a swift wind began to blow. a handful of napkins danced out
the front door.
the bartender and the man could not help but stare.
there's no electricity in this place, said the man to the
bartender.
how can it be that the overhead fan is turning?
the bartender waved his hand with a manifold flickering motion.
when a man attempts to stop the sun, he said, big trouble
is certain.
after awhile the lights came back on. there was a festival
all over town.
inside the cascade cafe, death stood closer to every man.
the bartender handed the man his beer.
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the
girl who looked so long at the moon she became a moon |
the
girl who looked so long at the moon she became a moon
circles a boy at a bar who is drinking local beer
a lot of it actually, out of green glass bottles they bottle
it in
he is leaning forward listening to the band and drumming his
hands
the girl who became a moon is not leaning forward or watching
the band
she is circling the boy, the boy at the bar, the boy, the
boy
his hair is black, his eyes are black too, and the fingers
he is running in his hair
they are very white, and the girl who looked so long at the
moon that she became a moon
imagines running her fingers through his hair like that
and her eyes are green
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the
boulder on the shelf |
the
boulder on the shelf sings apple songs
clearing his nose he makes dust out of children
there is no malice in his bones
lips and toes and seed and lonely fingertips
that cold morphine stare is just for the hell of it
the boulder on the shelf makes sugar bleed from unsweet rivers
from the flesh of women he has made a love rise supreme
there is a silk monkey on the shelf
he listens to everything and is erect as a fir tree
three dead philosophers keep to themselves
an author from missouri explains the dead geography of white
crewel
jazz memories of the whitney sisters retold
rich men sail their boats in many oceans
how to make a contour map of the gone planet
how to disarm a mugger, as seen through a photographer's eye
the pupils of the boulder on the shelf glow black, but not
with anger
he speaks with the imprisoned grace of princes
my world is song the fragrance of heaven
says the boulder on the shelf
apple blossoms, the freshness of flowers
watch me fall
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a poem about policemen and ice cream and bees |
we
have a few concerns, the detective said, regarding this recent
poem of yours.
which poem i asked. you know the one he growled.
it is about a suburban woman who locks herself in a potting
shed.
and she plants herself feet first into a couple of large clay
pots.
and she begins raking the soil "vigorously" around
her ankles.
the idea was a pretty good one, but i had heard it before.
anyhow, i had not written that particular poem.
what's the problem officer, i asked.
well we want to know what happened to the rake.
i handed him a rake, the first one i could find.
handle end first, you learn that kind of thing in boy scouts.
thanks, said the detective. now where's the woman.
i led him through the kitchen and pointed out back.
suburban women were planted everywhere.
in between them there were weeds, and plenty of them.
she's probably back there, i said, one of them. the one with
the blonde wig?
he sent some men in back to investigate.
but the woman they were looking for wasn't in my back yard.
sorry to bother you, said the detective. no problem i said.
did you have a close look at that redhead, i asked.
over by the pear tree, i'm thinking she's infested with hornets.
that one? he said. she looks all right to me.
no, i'm sure it's bees i said. then i handed all his men rakes
and a little shovel each.
they agreed to stay awhile and clean up, suburban living needs
so much assistance.
while the policemen were out back working i got myself some
ice cream and sat on the deck.
and i wrote a poem about policemen and ice cream and bees.
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perhaps a man is not alone if |
perhaps
a man is not alone if he is walking through the night empty
as a glass of air, and he is turning his thoughts on and off
like a radio in a farmhouse so far from the world at this
hour that the only sound is static, and he hears something
behind him, over one of his shoulders, there, but when he
turns to look it is only the country lane he walks on and
it is quiet as a movie theater long after all the patrons
have gone
and
perhaps the man stops by a group of trees at the crossroads,
where he think maybe a long time ago there was an encampment
of hobos or homeless men, and he walks into a small clearing
in those trees where there is enough moonlight for him to
peer eyes down in the darkness to the ground
and
perhaps he finds the remains of the hobo camp, a few rusted
out tin cans, skeletal, ashes, ashes, a few blackened stickends,
the crossed remains of an old campfire
and
perhaps the man pushes the toe of his left foot gently into
the remains, and he hears in the darkness two of the tin can
skeletons rattle together, and he looks up at the moon, and
the sound it makes is no sound at all;
what
i mean is, perhaps a man is not alone in a grove of trees
at the crossroads where the hobos used to camp if he kicks
a can and there is an owl to hear it, and the owl makes a
fluttering noise, which is no sound at all
if
only there is an owl, flying away
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the difference between a rose and the light which falls on
a rose |
you
know that sad odd angle of the day when the world goes rusty
and surreptitious as an old garden saw
and some people who steal from their neighbors all day are
told not to think about the errors they have made
but they do anyway and they are wistful about it for awhile
but keep it to themselves and they go on stealing
and some people who work with their bodies for a living and
are okay about that and don't think about it much
and their arms are tired their backs and leg muscles too and
unless you cross them all they really want is a beer
and they get a beer and stand to one side and don't say nothing,
maybe just a short barking laugh at something
let me explain this thing: you have your average bum or hobo
who has sleepwalked through the heat of the day
and now he is drinking from a bottle in the park, the bottle
was only filled yesterday at the end of the road
and the wine in that bottle is good country wine it is so
rich and true he can still taste the footprints in it
you have your lovers who are sitting in the courtyard at a
table for two in the middle of town over white linen
they are lining up their eyes to the fallen deeply angular
horizon of sun and the sun passes between them,
back and forth between them, like it never passed through
the bodies of any two things on this earth before
you have your woman alone in her room who keeps reaching into
her heart like a purse to throw things out
every day about now she reaches the bottom and realizes that
her heart is full for the first time in her life,
she realizes her heart is never empty, every day she wonders
why she isn't more glad to have discovered that
i'm talking about that sad odd moment when the sun is about
to go down on you and you know it but it hasn't yet
the exact sun which has been staring at the rose hill so long
that it has nearly become the color of roses itself
and in order to see this world with both passion and clarity
you have to look at it with a different set of eyes
not necessarily the eyes of a person who has pumped his veins
with visions in order to have vision either
but someone who can see the world on his own terms and the
sun's, on the rose's terms and on no terms at all
someone who can honestly see the difference between a rose
and the light which falls on a rose
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the spider who lives on the face of a martyr |
the
martyr in the blackberry bushes trailing half a skein of yellow
thread pulled from his wool cardigan
& of course there is a scratch of dark blood which wells
artistically across one cheek, nice touch
& a spider blazing a bright trail straight to nowhere
over his right eyebrow
(this says the martyr with a sigh would be my temple, he is
forever correcting everything i say about him)
he emerges victorious and with a handful of bruised berries
for his children to enjoy -
he
seems in a big hurry, the spider i mean, having discovered
that he lives on the face of a martyr
i mean it is as if he needs very badly to get to somewhere
else, and quickly, back to something
he can't remember what it was, only that there is somewhere
he needs to be which is not exactly this place,
the spider is confused, what has become of his world, once
he lived among the blackberry thorns
but as it stands right now the martyr's face is his only planet
& it is a frightening world especially for a spider
this
is a world with terrible storms unexpected volcanic eruptions
& miraculous reconciliations
i am an adaptable creature, says the spider, i can deal with
a lot of things
but this place is rough! perhaps, says the spider, there is
somewhere on this planet a spider can go to relax
in the mountains or maybe at the seaside, some place where
i can enjoy the gone yellow sand
maybe there is some friendly spider around here who can clue
me
&
therefore the spider who lives on the face of a martyr
has set out in search of a friend
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numbers
no one has ever seen before |
one
day in a steaming jungle three archaeologists looking for
pre-columbian pottery discovered a burial mound full of numbers
no one had ever seen before.
they
became very excited, but at the same time a little nervous.
like priests who had discovered that maybe their all-knowing
god had been holding out on them. as if their god knew some
truth about the world which they had never heard and always
desired. as if their god had some admonition for mankind which
priests should long ago have known about and told men to heed.
in short, the three archaeologists felt like priests whose
god was about to make a fool out of them.
"don't
touch those numbers," shouted the first archaeologist
nervously. "i think they're dangerous." "we
have come here for pre-columbian pottery," said the second
archaeologist, "not numbers. i think we should bury them."
the third archaeologist coughed uncomfortably, and began to
scratch his neck. "i'm not so sure," he said. "after
all we are not priests. and besides, i'm curious. let's just
try something."
he
tried to dial the numbers no one had ever seen before into
his cell phone. "don't be ridiculous," said the
first archaeologist to the third. "you can't put numbers
no one has ever seen before into a cell phone!" he snatched
the phone from his colleague's hand and threw it into the
jungle.
just
then the cellphone began to ring. the three archaeologists
leapt into the bushes looking for the phone. unfortunately,
by the time the third archaeologist found his cellphone, whoever
it was that he was trying to reach had hung up. "see
what you've done!" he shouted, there were tears in his
eyes.
the
first archaeologist snatched the cellphone from his colleague's
hand again, and threw it down into the pile of numbers. there
was a sick crunch, quite a few of the numbers no one had ever
seen before broke into little shards. "idiots,"
shouted the second archaeologist to the first and the third.
"look what you've done. now we'll never know what those
numbers mean."
that
was that, no archaeologist likes being called idiot. the three
archaeologists began quarreling.
they
quarreled so loud the entire jungle woke up and began to talk
in a language that no one had never heard before. but the
three archaeologists were too busy quarreling, they didn't
hear the language of the jungle.
in
fact they quarreled so loud they didn't hear the cell phone,
which had begun ringing again.
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he was sent to the country to watch the wheatfields ripen |
you
dream too much, his grandfather said
so he sent his young grandson to the country to watch the
wheatfields ripen.
but the boy dozed off, and he dreamed and he dreamed.
he dreamed he had a race with a tortoise
but the tortoise was persistent, the tortoise won.
so he learned persistence.
he dreamed he had a race with a hare,
but the hare knew fear, the hare won.
so he learned fear.
he
dreamed he had a race with four doves
but the doves knew peace, the doves won. so he learned peace.
he dreamed he had a race with an eagle,
but the eagle knew hunger, the eagle won. so he learned hunger.
he
dreamed he woke up, the wheatfield had grown a long white
beard.
all around him the stalks of wheat hung their heads
like his grandfather does when he knows something about the
world
and also knows that a boy is not ready to understand it.
he dreamed the wind was moving through the wheatfield like
the sea
and the grain wanted to move like the sea
the grain wanted to escape the bondage of the earth
the wheatfield wanted to fly like the wind
until it reached the place where the sky meets the sea.
and he thought he finally understood.
''i
will have a race with the wind' said the boy.
but the wind knew heaven, the wind won. |
after
the adults ate everything |
we
loaded our boat with sky we crossed the minimal ocean
we set sail to the precise location which all earth drifts
toward anyway
the most beautiful coordinates you can imagine that all land
all earth wishes it might escape to
this place only the clouds know it
look! someone said, the adults have eaten up everything whatever
shall we do?
this one existed to exist this one existed to design this
one existed to protest
this one existed to inflict pain this one to treat the pain
which had been inflicted
we have set sail and we have flown faster than continents
slower than the wind
this wind which has come from an enormous heaven bigger even
than adults
a heaven that never changes its mind even if everything below
it reverses direction
or else pretends it is full of innocence or else that it is
only standing still
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