I was thinking
summers and cicadas go together,
alliteratively and in nature
I like them both;
maybe I’ll write about them.
Then
I remembered Billy Collins
going on a rant
about cicadas.
Everyone writes about cicadas, he said.
He was sick of reading the word,
he said.
He wouldn’t read another poem
with a cicada in it
he said.
Damned Yankee, I thought.
Mark Twain said
“Write what you know.”
I thought,
“I’m from Oklahoma. I know cicadas.
Screw Billy Collins.”
John Galsworthy said,
“Write what Interests you.”
I thought,
“I’m from Oklahoma. Cicadas interest me
sort of...
Screw Billy Collins.”
So I decided I’d write about cicadas
and summer
but mostly cicadas.
Screw Billy Collins.
It would be a summer of cicadas
with cicadas singing cicada songs.
I would praise the much maligned cicada.
There would be cicadas in the tress,
cicada husks on barn doors
cicadas here
cicadas there
cicadas every fucking where you look
and
I would title it “Ode to Cicadas”
like Wordsworth or maybe Percy Shelly.
It would be a grand tribute to cicadas.
I read it aloud.
I think it said “cicada” twenty some odd times.
The word was humming in my head
like the damned creature itself,
up in the trees.
All I could hear was cicada, cicada, cicada.
I paused
cicada
cicada
cicada.
The word was buzzing in my brain.
I wanted to run.
I wanted to scream.
I wanted it to stop its interminable scraping
like a ...
Oh Lord, no,
forgive me Billy Collins.
They shall be locusts from now on.
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